Sorry for not have been writing lately...last thursday I got this phonecall that my mother passed away...not actually a surprise since she have been in coma for the last four years but somehow i expected her to be in that state for some more years. I cant tell why, but she her self was sure she will die in May and guess i somehow put my mind to that.
Anyway, I had to pack my bags and arrange for a flight to Germany, luckily my youngest son was able to go with me. So here we are, we took a last goodbye yesterday and now they will burn her and we get her ashes on friday before we fly home on Saturday...we will bring her back to Sweden...somehow a weird feeling but...
Besides that we actually have a pleasant time in Germany, we in family dont meet often and this time I got to meet my youngest brother whom I havent seen for 20 years. he is a lovely person and I regret that I havent been more pushy to see him sooner. His wife is also lovely and they have four, also lovely, kids! He reminds me of my brother in sweden and my son so I just love him! My elder brother is like my brother in Sweden and he and his wife gets us to feel very velcomed. My sister who actually took days off from work hasnt been able to see us much yet. Her car crashed just to make it worse. But we have seen eachother most before so guess and hope she isnt to upset over it.
Tomorrow my mums husband will take care of us and then we will see my sister as well, but it feels somehow unpolite when she took days off and we havent been able to be with her. jaja...again...shit happens all the time...
Despite the circumstances I´m happy to meet all in my family...we dont see eachother very often and its a pleasure to see them all and they make me realise I actually do have a family :) I dont feel that very often since we arent brought up together as a family. Anyway I love them all!!!
Anyway, I had to pack my bags and arrange for a flight to Germany, luckily my youngest son was able to go with me. So here we are, we took a last goodbye yesterday and now they will burn her and we get her ashes on friday before we fly home on Saturday...we will bring her back to Sweden...somehow a weird feeling but...
Besides that we actually have a pleasant time in Germany, we in family dont meet often and this time I got to meet my youngest brother whom I havent seen for 20 years. he is a lovely person and I regret that I havent been more pushy to see him sooner. His wife is also lovely and they have four, also lovely, kids! He reminds me of my brother in sweden and my son so I just love him! My elder brother is like my brother in Sweden and he and his wife gets us to feel very velcomed. My sister who actually took days off from work hasnt been able to see us much yet. Her car crashed just to make it worse. But we have seen eachother most before so guess and hope she isnt to upset over it.
Tomorrow my mums husband will take care of us and then we will see my sister as well, but it feels somehow unpolite when she took days off and we havent been able to be with her. jaja...again...shit happens all the time...
Despite the circumstances I´m happy to meet all in my family...we dont see eachother very often and its a pleasure to see them all and they make me realise I actually do have a family :) I dont feel that very often since we arent brought up together as a family. Anyway I love them all!!!
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